Currently procrastinating on finishing an assignment. Locked myself in with the task for days. Took a day off to do it. Have all the resources. The time. All I needed to do was start. I ended up having a breakdown. I made myself physically sick with vertigo trying to willpower my eay through it. I don't know how you can just look at a phrase like this and be cured. Its like trying to psyche yourself up to step of a ledge. The body doesn't move. Can't begin to apply logic to an issue or rational aproaches when I'm behaving irrationally against my own will.