I think it's mostly because of 2 things:

- I am aware that I'm currently at my prime, so now's the best time to take advantage of life by living it to the fullest (doesn't mean just having dumb fun, it means just that, give 100% if not more);

- Other people are going fast too. If I relax too much, I'm gonna be left behind and be seen as odd and weird (my non-existent love life is an example of that).

Is it silly? Absolutely. Does it make me feel pressure nonetheless? Yes, because the things I'm anxious about rely on others, and I can't trust others to be on the same page as I am.