That's the vibe. Would love to see life like I used to.

But people do dumb shit and especially when reason is clouded by belief, no matter if that's money, some religion or anything else. If I or my cause profit and other suffer I don't care. Great way of living, woohoo go humanity.

There are kind and awesome people but man, the thing is most of the time they don't act up like the selfish ones and are humble. So by default chaos and greed will overpower and lead us to ruin.

What ever good will come, will be torn down by those who do not know to appreciate it or abuse it for personal gain. May it be democracy, welfare or nature itself. Look at what humanty does. Those individuals made it into life and I am supposed to be happy on this beautiful rock with them when they give a damn about anyone else and anyone to come... Don't know man... I don't see myself as lucky at all...

I know I am bitter. I'd like to see things differently, but I have experienced my share of how big wheels turn and in what direction. If you could cut the word off of oxygen and sell it, someone would do it.

If there is someone who has been where I am and managed to leave the bitterness behind. Please help