am i the only one that is afraid of exactly this? like i know my fears and I use them towards my goals and hopefully most of the times i use my fear in a good way, but how scary it is to know that you could go back to 0 or maybe somewhere in my head there is a certain possibility that you will go to 0 or you will go in a place where it feels like its 0, you have to get up anyway, its who you build yourself into not what you are put through that matters.