Submitted by TreatThompson t3_10nn3zp in GetMotivated
When I started a full time job, my life for the first few months became centred around showing up and getting work done.
My days were unremarkable and irrelevant. I couldn’t tell them apart from each other. I wasn't immersed in my life, it was flying by because I was going at such a frantic pace.
That span of time feels like one big blob.
It reminded me of Alexandra Horowitz saying that we have a culture of prioritizing productivity over presence. She called it a form of self-hypnosis. Days turn to years without noticing it.
I could easily see how quickly my life could slip away from me if I didn’t snap out of this pattern.
Horowitz made this good point
>What’s interesting about the productivity dogma is that we live in a culture where we worship work ethic as some sort of this grand virtue. And we define it as showing up, day after day after day. But I often think that that’s the surest way to lull ourselves into a kind of trance of passivity, where we show up but we’re absent from our own lives.
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nvmls t1_j69pg0p wrote
I feel like I'm going through this right now. Feeling very apathetic, which is probably depression. Its hard to strike a balance when you have goals you want to reach.