I've been crying a lot recently and having lots of weird thoughts because it's getting to be the holiday seasons, and I brought it up with my boyfriend that "I don't understand why people that are not my family are getting me gifts"

(Backstory: his mom is getting me a bunch of gifts and my dad's girlfriend is sending me gifts)

He responded with "because other people know and see how kind you are and that you are a good person, while you don't see that for yourself" it's been sticking with me for about a week. It's a really weird feeling