Well I could say that sometime you don't need to die to be dead, sometime the idea of not feeling anything it's better of the idea of suffering, of course it is bad, but every problem has a solution and often the solution it is to accept that we are just suffering because we are humans because we value things differently and we feel emotions and circumstances based on our traumas and experiences, if you feel stuck in any part of your life seek help from a therapist cause no one is suffering alone we are just telling ourselves that we are alone