This is amazing. You captured my recent feelings in this post, and seeing all the replies are so uplifting so thank you all for being honest and vulnerable enough to share. I’ve been leaning heavily on my religious beliefs to overcome these feelings, (my personal way of feeling better, not recommending this to anyone or looking to be criticized over it), but it’s refreshing and calming to know others feel the exact feelings I am, and feel rushed to “catch up” with others around us.