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Anti-Queen_Elle t1_jcy6y8u wrote

Reply to comment by carpediem437 in [Image] Something that keeps me motivated to continue by HypnoidLikuta

Despair happens before the first steps are even taken.

It's what comes after the despair, that counts.

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k4b0odls t1_jcz7jr7 wrote

Something comes after the despair? It seems neverending

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Anti-Queen_Elle t1_jczbjb3 wrote

Do you have goals? Past trauma? A therapist?

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k4b0odls t1_jczlriw wrote

My only long term goal is to self terminate after burying my parents. My therapist didn't bother to schedule another session because it was clear it wasn't working.

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CapObviousHereToHelp t1_jczreyn wrote

Well its a goal.. not the best, but still.. be proud

Edit: And also, I hope you didnt mean terminate your parents

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Anti-Queen_Elle t1_jczxp5m wrote

It sounds like you've already given up.

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k4b0odls t1_jczya0p wrote

Getting there. At this point I think I'm waiting for everyone else to give up on me, so I can give up myself with less guilt.

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Anti-Queen_Elle t1_jczyuj4 wrote

I don't think purpose is something that another can give you, it's something you yourself need to find.

I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Hopefully I've at least given you something to think about. It does get better, but to an extent, a lot of that falls on you to get help, find motivation, etc.

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