I hope that you truly understand and grasp that no one in this life has a “fixed life”. We all have stuff we battle, problems we face, and no matter how polished and pretty it looks on the outside, the truth on the inside is disgusting.

I say this to only say “you’re not alone”. You’re not the only one with a messed up life..most of us are all, in some degree, right there with you. Keep up the good fight, friend.