Wow I don't know what to say. I'm fairly healthy but have experienced some things that you have gone through! I push myself hard it's to easy to just say I will do it later. Later us know in my book you never know when you can never do something again! Sounds like you have a plan going forward and I can only wish you the best! I appreciate you checking out my channel and hope you guys keep pushing forward sounds like you got your hands full with just the kids!!!!